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elian | 17 | enfp
hello there friends. i am a gay loser from the east coast. i like food a lot and i enjoy pretty things. i'm probably the laziest person ever so its a miracle i get anything done. but when i do, i primarily upload my writing here. i am a real life cat so please give me pets. i like singing and acting and writing and animals and psychology.

main blog;
kin blog;


actual losrs
:iconowlinker: :icondropples: :iconnioru: :iconbluelumi:

im in luv with
:iconfukari: :iconkyoux: :iconalexzappa: :iconsmooshkin:
:icondragon-shark: :iconkhaoskai: :icondestinyblue: :icongriffsnuff:


skies as gray as smoke
billowing from your mouth
as tight as a straight jacket.

tired and withering eyes
feel like brown leaves
crunching underfoot.

your only creases are on your brow
beaten with anxiety and distrust
blooming from your mind.

this does not bleed,
does not break,
does not snap;
it slowly suffocates,
this insidious parasite
bred from your indifference.

( can't gasp
can't feel
can't blush
can't glare

can't smile
can't breathe
can't heal
can't care )

funny how writing doesn't even make me feel better.
this new layout is very strange and idk how i feel....
moving on is just a term for self preservation
reassuring yourself that you don't need
don't want
don't care about them anymore

moving on is an ideal
a fabrication woven from good intentions
when you're staring at the ceiling at 4am
tears for them running down your cheeks
you can taste the salt on your lips
and swear it's for loss of love
and not because you miss a projected idea of us
denying how it actually was

moving on is just another phrase for choosing to love someone else
vicious beatings on your conscience
when their name is the first one on your mind
when you hear the word love
when you picture your future
you never thought it would be without them
first loves have a way of invading your dreams
the very night after you swear you didn't love them anymore

moving on is a comfort to your lover
so they don't feel like a replacement
because it's not that i don't love you,
it's just that i can't pretend i stopped loving them

moving on tricks you into thinking your unconditional love
is a disease with no cure

because moving on doesn't happen
you can't demand a refund on your love like their heart was a bank

you just learn to live without the piece of you
that you had reserved for them
moving on

just my personal feelings on the matter. its fine to disagree. even my head disagrees with a lot of it.

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ShinaRose7 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome to :iconwritten-from-within: written-from-within

Please don't hesitate to let me know if there is anything that I can do to help you settle in to the group.

Thanks for joining!

ShinaRose7   (WFW Admin)
Nigel-Hirst Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch
Nigel-Hirst Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the favs
TheLadyDeadpool Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
OhSententia Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2014
Conitox Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2014
has some point you can give me.
sorry for the inconvenience :(
s-kmp Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2013
:w00t: Thanks for the Fave on Close up of a Beautiful Bird 02 :)
honey-bomb Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2013
thanks for the fave!!!!!!  u v u
OhSententia Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2013
oh dont thank me~ .u.
thank owlinker for conveniently being on your deviantart while im over
and then me bein like YOOOOOOOOOO MONDO!!!
honey-bomb Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2013
linker is a cute u vu
mONDOININININININII he is my favourite husband
so much love for the cornhair y o
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